Light You Up

I’m never gonna give up
Remember what abuse did
It’s time you look and face it
As if you were in any way understood

It always lowered me to downsize
It always lowered my faith
But it’s in the corner rising next to me
It’s in the corner like an upstage

I can't explain the way I feel inside
I’m gonna light you up
You can admit you’re poison
Go run and hide, fuck you
I’m gonna light you up

I said I wouldn’t fail you
It’s something sorry couldn’t sell you
A slow rain like a time bomb
It’s disconnected
Only reach’s what I’d done wrong

And in no way is it worth
Losing everything I am, including these words
Your heart in my hands
I’m sick as all my secrets; that’s why this hurts
‘Cause they’ll put me in the crazy house
Put me in a crazy farm
And I’m never going to get back out
And I’m never going to treat you wrong
Get down to the earth with the people
Get down to the earth in your bed
That’s where I’m gonna go
That’s where I’m gonna go up in my motherfucking head

So tell you mom, tell your dad, tell your family
That I’m beyond this unreasonable sinking ship
‘Cause I never took time
Never took time, never took time
To learn all about this thing we call our relationship

I can’t explain the way I feel inside
I’m gonna light you up
You can admit you’re poison
Go run and hide, so fuck you
I’m gonna light you up

I can’t explain the way I feel inside
I wanna light you up
You can admit that you’re poison
Go run and hide
May-be-be-because it’s a fuck you
I wanna light you up

I wanna light you up