Lifecoaster

Lately life has been like a rollercoaster, big highs, big lows, damn. . .

[Verse 1]
Up Down Left Right Aww shit I'm getting sick / Life got a tendency for this / Takin up high then decline abyss / clenched white bar tight blood running out my fists / bar was set too high consist to slip and broken both my wrists / just when I'm ready for the ride to slow it speeds up abrupt then begins to dip / I wasn't ready for the turns and the drops and lifts / I popped my stomach and screamed stop the ride cus I was never really ready for some shit like this / But I seen that nobody was driving so will I survive it is what I keep asking as I descend into a darkened twist / I'm rolling upside down now pain is magnified, want my money back because this wasn't what was advertised / Post Traumatic got me suspicious when it's going good / I know you feel me turn it up begin to knock on wood / fuck that take it back ain't a motherfucker want it cause I'm ready for the after life / Loc Saint had enough / taking me back into guph cus I'm past the price / Feeling like I been purged cleaned of my guts and I woke on a bath of ice / Loco in a chokehold tryna make the most being stuck upon a coaster life /

[Chorus]
I Roller Coast Through Life Like Up and Down down Up down
I Can't control this ride wondering whose at the wheel rite now
I Hear what they say enjoy the Journey while you on it but I wanna bow out
The Carnival is leaving town but I'm stuck on ride upside down

[Verse 2]
1 best friend 2 best friend 3 best friend dead - all committed suicide life is a bitch I'm full of dread / Got that reaper jeepers creepers in my mother fucking head / and I can't think or even blink cause all I see is rum that's red / Running tread down this track and looking back at what was / Cause I have lost so many folks I gotta stay constantly buzzed / And da tracks get haunted at dusk / my back is constantly crushed / knowing shits gonna go down in my life is just that confident trust / must I ride side by side with what combusts / All that's crashes ashes the dust / On this cart that's sparkin the clutch / While my track is spackled with rust and I'm crackin hackin my guts / while these crackling demons laughin the ride is now speeding up / screaming out God Why / God why-e-y-e-y / I'd rather die-ei-ei / Odd sy / I cannot lie / I won't comply-ey-ey

[Chorus]
I Roller Coast Through Life Like Up and Down down Up down
I Can't control this ride wondering whose at the wheel rite now
I Hear what they say enjoy the Journey while you on it but I wanna bow out
The Carnival is leaving town but I'm stuck on ride upside down

[Verse 3]
I've learned that attitude of gratitude has bettered health / Sometimes I hide what I feel inside then sneak in song and stealth / I'm on this ride and it goes high and low and all else fails / just wanna pick one not this back and forth like flipping heads & tails / racked witta course backed by da force tracked by da horse described as dead and pale / Feel Like Moses running circles what have I read in brail / Helen Keller Comatosis Scribblin notes in jail / fiddle witta riddle but I cannot solve why I'm not allowed to excel /
And da ride I'm on goes down up down It's like I'm livin hell / All I want is a balanced life no tippin judgement scales / All these energy's waging war up in shemayim / Has got me feeling like I'm really rippin' at the seams / What the hell / settle out / life lemme get a win / when I go up up and away / never take that turn for the worse I binge / and it gets stale so I hit rails / gotta get a hit so I spit details / figure this whip ain't never gone quit / so come and take a trip witta Loc set sail /

[Chorus]
I Roller Coast Through Life Like Up and Down down Up down
I Can't control this ride wondering whose at the wheel rite now
I Hear what they say enjoy the Journey while you on it but I wanna bow out
The Carnival is leaving town but I'm stuck on ride upside down