Life (This Is How I Feel Demo)

[Verse]

I’m sick of life and everyone in it, it's always the same thing
Every day, for the past year and I can't take it anymore
Everything sucks. no one seems to care when I need help
But as soon as they do I am expected to be there
That is not aimed at anyone specific, just a general statement
Everyone says I need to get better, but no one ever wants to help be there for me, like I was for you, yanno?
Everyone tells me I need to find my voice
But that’s not my choice, and I’m starting to get annoyed
I like the advice, but here is my offer price
Either accept me or don’t, I’m giving this my own
I’m trying my hardest on the microphone, and if you don’t like my songs
Then move on, I’m not apologizing for it anymore, you’ve provoked me too far
Shooting stars, my best song by far, and soon, I’ll be racing nice cars
Cause I’ll be a superstar you turned down, but you aren’t gonna make me frown
I’m proud of myself for how far I’ve come since August
And I’m just being honest, as I promised
I found out I had to take Lost in my Mind down
Which makes me really sad now
It samples a song and there’s no way to get into contact with the label
Or the people who made the song in order to clear it
That's how it goes, as long as you have permission from both in writing
Then you're good, and the producer who produced it
Didn't tell me which is like, setting me up for failure because I can get sued, and shit like that
I can't make a single song right according to anyone so
How the hell am I gonna make it big if I can't do a single line right?
I try so hard but no it's always "oh this sucks" or "oh that sucks" or "I don't like your song"
How am I supposed to get better if everything I do is a sin to you people?
I’m sorry I’m not as good as you but I’m trying
Isn't that what matters, no it doesn't
Nothing matters to anyone or anything so
People who say life is perfect have never experienced pain before
And I’m not complaining I’m explaining how I’m feeling
Need someone to be here for me and be supportive but everyone hates me
I want to cry, but my body won't let me