Life Support

I know that I've been uncommunicative
But I loved you
Even when it was easy to hate you
Sometimes I don't text
When things hurt in my head
It doesn't mean I'm lying
Sometimes I'm just hiding away
A little afraid

You could be better for me
On my worst days
I don't think we're made for each other
I say I'm low and you blow up
Like lightning and thunder

It doesn't rain because you're not beautiful
It doesn't work that way lately
But you take my sadness
And turn it into something it ain't
An accustation

How are you not happy when you're with me
You should be happy

Weather doesn't work like that
No weather doesn't work like that
I wish it did, I wish I didn't hollow myself
I wish I didn't drown in it every so often
I wish I make your life hell
Oh this is a way that I wish it wasn't
I wish I didn't make you embarrassed
Crying in front of your friends
Wish I didn't have to pretend
I'm like the old me

You can't be my life support
You can't be my life support
But you shouldn't have to be though
You shouldn't have to be

You can't be my life support
But maybe you can keep me warm
You can't be my life support
But maybe you can keep me warm

Tell me we'll find a way to make this better
At least until I get better
Please just keep on holding me
You know I feel you holding me
Even when we're not together