Life Paralysis

[Intro]
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Ya, what's poppin'?
Life paralysis
Really, really, really, really, really

[Verse 1: King Labinnac]
Really try to think how different would your life be if you never knew me?
Let's say myself I was gonna kill, how would you really feel?
You might feel sadness but it's not like it will last
In fact I feel you would forget about me pretty fucking fast
I'm just being real, I'm just being honest so don't try to call me selfish cause I'm tired of the suffering
They say what doesn't kill you only make it tougher
Why disagree? I'm sick of all this bullshit trying to kill me
Depression is a bitch, you can call me all thе names and shit
But remembеr I'm no longer feeling sick
My only solution is a fucking bullet
So you know I took it, you could say I blew it
And don't fucking worry, if I'ma kill myself I will let you all know before the blood shed (Blood shed, blood shed)

[Chorus: King Labinnac]
Let my anxiety get the best of me
But the best of me is the worst of me
And that's the rest of me

[Verse 2: King Labinnac]
I planned to kill myself at the age of twenty-five
But then I met a girl and she kept me alive
But now I'm twenty-six and she's not by my side
I'm not pointing fingers on some bullshit because I know she deserves happiness and shouldn't have to deal with this
I'm just a negative bitch
I'm not trying to make amends or offend all my friends
I'ma just defend my life coming to an end
Ran out of energy
Tried to sell my soul for a better me
What the fuck does that even mean?
How the fuck am I supposed to chase my dreams when I can't even fall asleep?
Now my mouth seek insanity and the man I plan to be isn't what you see

[Bridge: King Labinnac]
I wanna stay strong (Stay strong)
But it feels wrong (Feels wrong)
If this is my future I don't wanna grow old
I try to mature with everything I'm told (Sing alone)
I wanna stay strong (Stay strong)
But it feels wrong (Feels wrong)
If this is my future I don't wanna grow old
And I try to mature with everything I'm told

[Chorus: King Labinnac]
Let my anxiety get the best of me
But the best of me is the worst of me
And that's the rest of me

[Outro: King Labinnac]
That's the rest of me
That's the rest of me