Life on Mars

[Verse]
I said "I love you baby," "Well you don't act like it
Squeeze my feet, kiss my neck, rub my back like it"
And on the phone, it's just "You gon hit me back right quick?"
First we was straight now it feel like we jackknifin''"
Kamikaze love, self-destructive patterns
Mercury in retrograde, four house of Saturn and
Nothing makes me sadder than
Hailing cabs alone going home on a Saturday
Bumpin' Donny Hathaway, questioning my choices
Thinkin 'bout marriage, carriage and horses
A manor on a hectare of land like a fortress
I hope you understand me
Though I'm cold like New York, my heart is warm like Miami
I'm just trying to build a kingdom for my people and my family
Sometimes I don't know what to say, the pain never stops
The cloud never goes away, the rain never drops
It's a luxury
I'm grateful that a mustard seed of faith is enough to be
Enough to move a mountain
My pen is an artery, my heart is a fountain
I apologize