’Life of the Party’ – When the class clown no longer enjoys being the center of attention. When the “clown”, throughout his life, has spent all his energy on being outgoing and extrovert, but realizes that he is in fact an introvert with a capital I. What happens when he suddenly takes a step back a...
I don't wanna be the life of the party
They all like me, they all love me
I showed up early, now I can't escape
I'm trynna go home, but now it's too late
I don't wanna be the life of the party
Always all in, I know I'm here, but it feels like I'm falling
Somewhere, somehow along the road, I lost myself
I worked all life to be the center of attention
But some days, I'm just trembling with tension
'Cause I'm an introvert, trying to be еxtrovert
And seem cool, without being extra nеrd
I put in extra work, so drained
Using all my energy to entertain
Trying to be everything to everybody
Show up at every party, anytime and everywhere, cause I'm arty
I don't know what I'm trying to be a Superman for?
I'm really on a quest for peace like Superman IV
Every day seems like an 8-hour workout
But with great powers comes a big fucking burnout
This little light of mine, I can't let it shine, I won't let it shine
I bet if I, continue to set aside
How I'm feeling, then it intensifies
I don't wanna be the life of the party
They all like me, they all love me
I showed up early, now I can't escape
I'm trynna go home, but now it's too late
I don't wanna be the life of the party
Always all in, I know I'm here, but it feels like I'm falling
Somewhere, somehow along the road, I lost myself
Everybody's always looking at me
For a witty remark or something to say
I always play the role of the class clown, typecast
No sense in fighting that, cause of my past
Like, I don't get to choose my identity
Like I'm a one-sided entity, no complexity
If you're at work and deviate from your habits
Co-workers like: You might wanna get that fixed
If I'm not joking around, they think somethings wrong
If I m not speaking loudly or humming any songs
It just means that it's someone else's turn
To entertain, so I won't crash and burn
This little light of mine, I can't let it shine, I won't let it shine
I bet if I, continue to set aside
How I'm feeling, then it intensifies
I don't wanna be the life of the party
They all like me, they all love me
I showed up early, now I can't escape
I'm trynna go home, but now it's too late
I don't wanna be the life of the party
Always all in, I know I'm here, but it feels like I'm falling
Somewhere, somehow along the road, I lost myself
Lost myself
Life of The Party was produced by Fred Nukes.
Fred Nukes released Life of The Party on Thu Oct 01 2020.