​life of mine

Tell me who else I can blame
Don’t wanna see the look on my mum’s face
Can’t feel my tongue and I
Forgot my name
They spiked my drink with ketamine and shame

Why is this asshole
Smashing the glasses on the wall
How did my underwear end up on the floor
I cannot recall

Woke up with a blocked nose
Rolled onto my black eyes
Stumbled ‘cross the kitchen
I don’t envy this life
This life of mine

I am over it
I am out of breath
I can’t go to bed
Long nights, fast friends

I am over it
I am out of breath
I can’t go to bеd
Same old habits

You don’t want to be around me
And I don’t want to bе around here
Maybe it’s just my luck
But I’ve had enough

Woke up with a blocked nose
Rolled onto my black eyes
Stumbled ‘cross the kitchen
I don’t envy this life
This life of mine

I am over it
I am out of breath
I can’t go to bed
Long nights, fast friends

I am over it
I am out of breath
I can’t go to bed
Same old habits

Can’t explain the bruises to you
How did I get here

I don’t understand
Why you all seem okay
I don’t understand
Why I can’t feel okay

I am over it
I am out of breath
I can’t go to bed
Long nights, fast friends

I am over it
I am out of breath
I can’t go to bed
Same old habits