Life & Death

[Verse]
Only feel comfort whenever I blink
Dark is my light when I'm ready to see
Lately been telling myself I might be better off if I fuck around die in my sleep
Burning my bridges so I can escape all these people and finally live with some peace
Everyday been on repeat, look in the mirror, and stare in the eyes of defeat
I cannot break out these glass walls, demons always want me on the asphalt
Out at night, got me feeling right no one in sight don’t have to pass y’all
Don’t have to pass y’all on the street, I’ve been the only one up on the block
All of you goofy fuckers wanna chit chat but I ain’t got time I’m always on the clock
The past 2 years rap is all I wanted I was on the come up now my growth is stunted
Lost friends we focused on ourselves but in the end I’m still fucking left with nothing
I just wanna see the bigger picture look into my future hope I’m left with something
Coke and xannys were a killer mixture for a lost soul I just needed numbing
My sister was a fuckin' addict, too, she had a needle prescribing her own prescription
Years and years she had battled with it but her fuckin' mother never cared to listen
Physically free with a shattered soul so she operated in a fuckin' prison
Single father with a broken son always wondering why his mother's missing
Life or death always hope for the best, I’ve been preaching murder so keep me a vest
Every rapper getting blasted down and that’s on my mom I won’t go out like the rest
It was A.D. till I fuckin died but RVMAN up on everybody’s speakers
What changed I don’t fuckin' know but we parted ways and that’s just how I’ll leave it
I won’t waste time on the past
Need to move forward to the bag
If you hit my line, better be prepared for me to tell your ass that you're wack
I wanna be back on the top of my shit so whenever you see my name it is a threat
I'm gonna make 'em all rot in my stripe tee, young LX is in effect
Fucker