Life

[Intro]
This life shit crazy, I swear to God, dawg. Niggas gotta keep it real one time, you know I'm sayin'? RIP my nigga BJ. Everybody else too, all my niggas. Come on

[Verse]
It’s breakin’ my heart
God, tell me what we doin’
This shit feel like I’m losin’
This life shit was just cruisin’
They like, “Young dawg be foolin’
He got these bitches choosin’”
They think my life so great
They don’t know I go through it
Balled out, then fall down
My nigga died, who I’ma call now?
I’ma talk shit when I talk now
I was just with you, how you gone now?
You don’t know what I done been through
That’s the same shit made me a man now
This rap shit really dumb as hell
I’m tryna figure me out a new plan now
This a true story, got to let it out
I was high on weed at my granny house
Some shit you probably don’t know about
I was fucked up, I had to make it out
Niggas changed up, niggas switched on me
Life’s still good, all the bitches want me
Got a couple dollars in my nigga trophy
I don’t give a fuck, can’t no nigga hold me
Same niggas I did shit for
Looked back, they ain’t did the same
Ain’t lift a finger up for a nigga
When I was down bad, and I needed change
She told me ‘bout these niggas
She told me ‘bout these bitches
She told me they weren’t for me
Damn, I wish I would’ve listened
They can’t take my place
Now, I gotta win this race
Showed my sister twelve-thousand cash
Should’ve seen the smile upon her face
Hour later, I went to the mall
And I bought it all, I was feelin’ great
Told my mama it was rap money
I’m sorry ma, I lied to your face
I smoke weed to kill pain now
I look at me and feel ashamed now
Ain’t no way I ain’t rich yet
How these lame niggas get a name out?
Lame niggas sharin’ chains now
Hoe niggas playin’ games now
I grinded hard for my own shit
I stayed down and made a name now
Real ones through the worse shit
Thought I had one, it was the worst bitch
Quan, that’s who I got turnt with
You was in them stores, but ain’t make a purchase
Really thought about buyin’ purses
For a bitch who wasn’t even worth it
Slipped hard, but now I’m back focused
While I dog hoes, all you niggas worship
Walkin’ ‘round with a smile
Joke and laugh ‘til the sun down
Soon as the nighttime hit
That’s when my feelin’s come and my head down
Damn, I gotta get some bread now
Damn, I gotta be the man now
I’m all my ma and my sister got
I’ll be damned if I let my fam down
Still wonder why my daddy left
We was livin’ good, we was doin’ best
Yeah, nigga I’m still mad
So, it’s "Fuck you and this fuckin’ rest"
Can’t let it go, they took everything
Now, I gotta deal with all these fuck niggas
All this bullshit, all these cuff niggas
Man, I swear to God, I can't fuck with it
Feel it all takin' a toll on me
I don't know how I'm 'bout to deal with it
Sometimes, I wanna kill niggas
Put my head on and say, "Chill, nigga"
Yeah, I know my worth
But I know I ain't perfect
Feel like I'm goin' crazy
Tryna figure if this my purpose
Done seen my mama and my granny hurt, this shit ain't worth it
I pray I make it in this shit before they take me under
They don't make it to my age or make it past the summer
But if some' happen, tell my OG that I love her, nigga