- life

[Chorus:]
Tryna fix myself this shit never ends
And I’m still feeling, like I’m tryna make amends
I’m sick of this pain, I feel like I’m insane
I’m stuck inside my head and I’m always in my brain
Life hasn’t been the same, I hate my own name
Been played with before I feel like I’m a game
I don’t know why I do this, but I just carry on
One day I’ll be gone and I’ll be able to move on

[Verse 1:]
I hope everyone I love sees the happy days
I’m drowning in my thoughts, all alone as always
They say they have love, I never fail to amaze
I’m always a loner, smillin thru the dark days

Everything seems pointless I’ll try anyway
I went to sleep yesterday hope I don’t wake up today
Baby I’ll never leave u, u know I’m here to stay
Only when I’ll die that’s when I’ll go away

[Chorus:]
Tryna fix myself this shit never ends
And I’m still feeling, like I’m tryna make amends
I’m sick of this pain, I feel like I’m insane
I’m stuck inside my head and I’m always in my brain
Life hasn’t been the same, I hate my own name
Been played with before I feel like I’m a game
I don’t know why I do this, but I just carry on
One day I’ll be gone and I’ll be able to move on

[Verse 2:]
Cry for help, no one can see
I’m spillin out my pain, I hate myself for being me
Dragged myself down now I’m on my knees
I care more than I show cause that’s just how it be
I’d die for my loved ones, I’d set myself free
Fuck smoking one, I’ll go and smoke three
There’s love inside my joint and there’s hate inside my chest
I know that she love me cause I’m different than the rest
One the day I‘ll die I know I’ll be the best
I hope that u know that soon I’m up next
Mind feels like a race, I’m in the last place
I lack happiness with a smile on my face

[Chorus:]
Tryna fix myself this shit never ends
And I’m still feeling, like I’m tryna make amends
I’m sick of this pain, I feel like I’m insane
I’m stuck inside my head and I’m always in my brain
Illusions keep me here, I wake up and cry
All my idols suicidal but so am I
I lay down, go to sleep, rest myself in peace
I’m still tired of having nights like these