Life as a Mouse

[Hook]
You can see it in my eyes, ive been demonized
They say he ain't speakin lies, he just speak his mind
I been locked up in this room, never leave my house
Trapped in my mind, caged like a mouse

[Verse 1]
I feel bad when i think about me
And all the bad things that i wear proudly
And everybody says that im fine and they love me
But they never call me, so its really fuck me
Maybe its because i didn't graduate, yea i got my GED
I ain't wanna have to wait, i left school at 17, put my mom thru hell and back
She never gave up on me, but she coulda turned her back
Everybody in my family all questioned her sanity, asking her why would she let me do that now she mad at me, all about the change, how come i ain't on the radio?
I jus tell em chill im still workin i ain't made it tho
They all turn they back, make me think im trash
Take a shit on every single song i send they ass
They don like the words they don think its neat
They ain't really listen, they just hearing beats
Yeah they hate im dreamin, i just think they reason
Is they don know who i am and they can't believe it
In my head im screamin, lost and barely breathin
All i wanted was support they just became my demons

[Hook]
You can see it in my eyes, ive been demonized
They say he ain't speakin lies, he just speak his mind
I been locked up in this room, never leave my house
Trapped in my mind, caged like a mouse

[Verse 2]
I chose the hardest path
Or did it choose me?
My girl scared
Because she don wanna lose me
I feel sick chest pains
I got blue feet
Cold sweats, chills
And its hard to breathe
Every night can't sleep
I get night mares
Closed eyes, switchin sides
Seein my fears
Is it dreamin or reality
Which one is it actually?
Or shit maybe both is what it has to be
I ain't understand perscriptions till i had some
I ain't understand additions till i had one
I ain't understand depression till it grabbed me
Me and anxiety walk together gladly
Me and sadness link on the week ends
Suicidal thoughts are with me till the week ends
Insecurities and silence be the death of me
Lonliness and isolation got the rest of me
But the one thing ill never understand
Is i why i can't quit, when i always say i can
How im always sad, well one main reason
Is i all i wanted was support but all i got was demons

[Hook]
You can see it in my eyes, ive been demonized
They say he ain't speakin lies, he just speak his mind
I been locked up in this room, never leave my house
Trapped in my mind, caged like a mouse