Lies Embedded in My Mind

I said you’re good for me
I hope i’m good for you
Wide awake at night
Just trying to see the truth
I struggle with trust
Don’t wanna hurt you
When i’m like this
I really shouldn’t talk to you
Cause ill just bring up problems that aren’t problems
It’s just in mind
Struggling to see truth that’s hiding behind all the lies
I know you love me but thought of you not loving me is stuck inside my mind and i can’t shake it i just wanna die
I’m insecure i know you know that
I just wanna know that
All the other guys are not important
Its okay you can have a life yea
Have as many friends as you would like yea
Ill hide that i am not alright
I will not sleep but i will say goodnight to you
3 am i'm feeling really blue
I would sleep forever if i could choose
Escape the things that i can't change
I feel like i should run away
I hope that i will be enough for you
Please don’t leave me for somebody new
Please don’t leave me for somebody new