Lie and Say I Love Her

[Intro]
(Never rains anymore now)
(Its all just)

[Pre-Chorus]
Now I don't know what to say
You're -In my head again
Growing colder I know
I'm just growing older I don't
Days off - I
Try to take my mind off things
Days off - I
Don't know If I'll feel it

[Chorus 1]
No days off - lie and say I love her
I'm trying to find my way back home
No days off - lie and say I love her
I wish she knew about it
Now I'm lying to her
I'm lying to myself
I wish I loved her
But I don't no more
No days off - lie and say I love her
I need to get it out

[Verse 1]
I tried my best to
Find the time to actually love you
But I don't know if I do now
Lie and tell you these things I

Dunno what I feel
Dunno if it's real
Don't know if I really need to get back no
Dunno what I feel
Dunno if it's real
Do I need to lie when I say it to you but I
Don't know what to say when I'm lying
To your face - to your
I don't know what to say
I'm growing older
I feel it so I

[Pre-Chorus 2]
Guess I'm going back down
Never rains anymore now
I look outside and
Its all just
So I

[Chorus 2]
No days off - lie and say I love her
She wants to goddamn go far
I don't know now
I just wish I knew who I was
No days off - lie and say I love her
She wants to goddamn go far
I don't know now
I just wish I knew who I was
So - I'm disgusted at myself