​letterfromadeathbed

[Verse 1]
I'm just trying to find
A reason to care
I once believed in a God till I cried out to him
And nobody was there
A burden on my brain (On my brain)
That isn’t going away (That isn't going away)
And now I'm looking for reasons that I shouldn’t need this but I can't turn away

[Chorus]
I know I said the last time that I wouldn't relapse
But now I'm standing on my death bed
And I don't want to stay when I've always been this way
I know I said the last time that I wouldn't go back
But now its been three nights at the hotel we met at
And you're not here with me but the memory remains

[Verse 2]
And as I took the last line (And as I took the last line)
I was approaching the light (I was approaching the light)
I felt your presence again with your head next to mine
What a beautiful sight (What a beautiful sight)
I made up my mind
I’m fiendin, I’m fried
I don't need your love
I just need these drugs
I’ve got no reason to hide
Tell momma I'm fine
It'll be okay down the line
But I'm tired of trying

[Chorus]
I know I said the last time that I wouldn’t relapse
But now I'm standing on my death bed
And I don't want to stay when I've always been this way
I know I said the last time that I wouldn't go back
But now its been three nights at the hotel we met at
And you're not here with me but the memory remains