Letter To Yanni

Dear Mom

I was always, mad, sad and angry
Like, more angry than anything
'Cause what kid doesn’t their mom in their life?
Any-any-any kid would feel a type of way
Damn, I don't wanna cry
*Clears throat*
Any child would wanna be with their mother
And seeing her go through so many things, fighting the addiction
And, everytime I would see her she'd be like "Jazz, forgive me"
And I used to tell her "I forgave you already, it’s- I'm just so angry because I wish things turned out differently"
The love of a mother is irreplaceable, you can't get that from no where else, I was adopted but I still don't feel-
The same love that my mother, the one that birthed me, gave me
So if there's anything I could tell her, it's that I forgive you
I've been forgave you
I just wish that you could've made different decisions ’cause you were-were a beautiful strong lady
Strong woman, smart
But this was all part of God’s plan and he makes no mistakes