Letter to Ummi

[Intro]
Uh uh
Letter to Ummi
Let me talk to you ma

[Verse]
First I wanna thank you because you brought me on this earth
For what’s its worth I fell in love with you the day that I was birth
Know I hurt you ever since the day you first felt them contractions
When you caught me trapping when you found out I was bout that action
Was spoiled rotten but it hurt my pride to watch you struggle
Went about it wrong but that’s just results from how much I love you
You my queen you the reason why I wanna be on my dean
I know that jannah at ya foot, I just wanna give you everything
My everything it was just me and you
My job was to protect you
I’m going be back up at PICC before a nigga disrespect you
I remember when you heard I’m on them pills and started crying
I told you that I wasn’t but you knew that I was lying
You and me basically it’s like it’s really two of me
Had to let me go because you ain’t know what to do with me
Truthfully I thought about you everyday I miss my mom
But I knew what I was bound to go through and it’s my time
And I’m just sorry for the disrespect I’m sorry for the lies, Ummi
I’m sorry for like every time I brought tears to ya eyes
And I’m sorry for them times I had to call ya phone collect
I wondered if you cool but I ain’t never called ya phone to check
I was crazy and I know for sure that ain’t the way you raised me
In the streets girl I’m the man but you know that I’m still ya baby
Ain’t no way around it, I can hear you now
Put that the way you found it
I remember hearing you cry hated the way it sounded
You ain’t never want me to bring niggas through the spot
I ain't listen, when it went down them niggas knew the drop
You been through a lot
You tried to give me game, but I ain’t listen
When I went to jail and I needed bail niggas was missin'
But you came through
I can’t name not one thing you ain’t do
I told you that I hate you but baby you know that ain’t true
I love you I just want you to know I’d do it all for you
If this world was mine, Ummi I give it all to you