Letter to Pop

[Verse]
Pop I'm missing you, I figured I should speak the truth
I feel ashamed at times cause I'm a different dude
I lost all perspective‚ so I hit the booth
A strong nigga still a soldier‚ through and through
Mama stressed by a couple of things I need to mention
I think my bro is in need of an intervention
I never claimed to be perfect‚ I got issues but I deal through the instrumentation of what I speak through
Grab a pen, allow my soul to bleed through
Yes, I say allow my soul to bleed through
I need advice at times cause life hard Pop
Don't let nobody in‚ I've always got my guard up
I'm a nervous wreck, but I deserve respect
I put work in, I leave my heart behind the deck
Mama doing fine‚ I know she miss you though
After you passed I always wondered where your spirit gone
Cause I feel you, using me to breathe through
Speak your truth Pop, I'm here so you can live through, me
Crazy industry I'm in
Sometimes I block the pain through the Hennessey I drink
It's never been the same, I've been struggling a bit
Been struggling to think
Writers block heavy, but I'm ready for this shit
I hustle to the brim
Poduction is a gem, with this product of a king, hah
Money's still a problem, but we getting by
Never entertained beef, I just let it slide
Try my best to keep the passion, burning bright
But with earning lights, that means the money weak
In my zone, hardly ever hear my honey speak
Compose words as poetry through a gully beat, yes
I put my soul in this music
My blood, sweat, tears all thrown in this music
Partially, I'm probably the best to ever do it but it's arguably, a part of me they fail to see improvement
I'm losing, I'm losing my cool
Fuck does a nigga do?
I pull from the greats, Bob Dylan, 2pac Shakur, yes
As I'm standing in the rain, I paint a perfect picture through this music in my veins
At times I feel insane, y'all prolly think I'm playin'
Make magic in the studio, shit I'm David Blaine yes
It's a mystery how people still sleep on him
Pause, it's like God still speak through him
Pop, yes I'm praying for the day, your son become a legend from the rapping he display