Letter To Myself

It's a letter to myself

[Verse 1]
Hyping again, negative thoughts they had me drink-driving again
Lost touch with the circle just to hide in my ends
To lie in my bed most days high out my head
See, what goes up must come down
The same if you're flipping it 'round
So I broke the cycle again
Now I've found my lions and we're forming up a pride
You know there's only certified guys in the den
I've realised had to start writing again
Some individuals rely on what I write with a pen
I lost touch with what I love but now I'm back with it
Suddenly I'm climbing up the spiral again
I stopped answering my phone, had to focus on my goals
Last year I had to say goodbye to some friends but most of them were just snakes in the grass biting my bread
Ride to die but they just lie and pretend
Always claiming how they got your back one-hundred percent
Only there when they want something
You see, it's funny how them same brothers that'd move sly for a tens
Would probably try to get your wifey and get live in your bed
So now while they're putting in eighty, scales are out of balance
You know I'm always putting in one-hundred percent
My sleep is lacking lately
My energy is channelled into stresses of reality like paying the rent

[Chorus]
But it's a letter to myself
A letter to myself
A letter to myself
See I was better in my wealth
Subsequently was detrimental to health
Look
This is a letter to myself
A letter to myself
This is a letter to myself
See I was better in my wealth
Subsequently was detrimental to health
Look
This is a letter to myself

[Verse 2]
You say you're feeling down and trust me I know the feeling
Some days can't leave the house, reschedule another meeting
Exhausted to the core, I'm still having trouble with sleeping
Used to smoke myself to oblivion in the evenings
But the first step to healing is discovering the weakness
If you feel there's nothing to believe in
Well, let me give you something to believe in
A moment to address all the blessings that you're receiving
So take a deep breath, know you're breathing
Take a big stretch up to the ceiling
Leave your house with nothing but your keys
My brother you don't need a reason
Maybe discover another region
Participate in things that seem appealing
Ticking off the bucket list places that you're seen in
But when's the last time you took a scene in?
When's the last time you took a scene in?
I'm discovering myself and I'm releasing all my demons
See, I'm living my reality, don't pitch me when I'm dreaming

[Chorus & outro]
It's a letter to myself
This is a letter to myself
A letter to myself
My brother, this is
A letter to myself
A letter to myself
A letter to myself
A letter to myself
See I was better in my wealth
Subsequently was detrimental to health
Look
This is a letter to myself
A letter to myself
A letter to myself
A letter to myself
A letter to myself
This is a letter to myself
A letter to myself
A letter to myself
See I was better in my wealth
Subsequently was detrimental to health
Look
This is a letter to myself
Letter to myself
Letter to myself