Letter to my problems

I can’t change myself, just for you
You say you want me to stay true
But you always talkin' 'bout how you want act and look for you
Ya, I know y’all worry bout me cause I always act a fool, yeah

That’s just who I been
Y’all shoulda been used to that
Got the red wine pour me up red
Left her on read I’m too anxious

Spent too much on my outfit
Now everybody on my dick
Sometimes I could get used to this
But last time I did, got bored of it all

Yeah I can fail but not fall
My homies got me on lock
Sometimes I don’t wanna live at all
Can’t get too close I’ll fuck it up

Might sacrifice myself to get my money up
Might fuck around and sell myself to get my family out of hell

But sometimеs they don’t understand, they can’t lovе me right when they don’t love themselves
And I been thru shit in the past that still make me wanna kill myself
There’s always another reason to live that’s what I tell myself

Why won’t my fuckin head shut the fuck up
Y’all won’t even lemme express myself this way, yeah that’s fucked up
You come between me and my friends, you done fucked up
Yeah we finna leave you to your business
Hit the block and get the fuck out

Break my chains, yeah
Set me free, yeah
Let me be, yeah
Bring me peace, yeah

Break my chains, yeah
Set me free, nah
Let me be, yeah
Bring me peace, yeah