Letter to My Present

[Intro]
Yeah, yay
Woah, yeah
Yeah, yeah
Uh

[Chorus]
So glad they told me
That You were the only one that loved me
So glad they said it to me
I'm glad I stayed, 'cause You really love me, ooh (Yeah, yeah, yeah)

[Verse]
Every night, I gotta fight with myself
'Cause I'm my worst enemy
They like, "Xay, you should'a been a doctor"
But this what I chose to be
Is this what I'm 'posed to be?
I don't even know what I'm 'posed to be
I just want to be what they postin'- me
Ayy, ayy, this the love that I want for me
So many doubted and doubted
They hate everything that I say (Yeah)
So many people, they bullied and laughed at this dream
'Til I finally went on that stage
Ayy, this should be great, ayy, this should be good
But then, I realized I'm the one that I hate (Yeah, yeah, yeah)
I missed my granny funeral for this
Not even her death could pull me from that stage (Woo)
God, no more, I don't want to life my life in a mic check, uh
I don't really care about no one aside checks, huh (Yeah)
I just want Your love beatin' out of my chest, ayy
Fix my mind, I'ma need Your mindset, ayy (Yeah)
Canon had told me he watchin'
I was wonderin' what he lookin' at (Woah)
I don't even think I'm good at rap
But You put me here just to do that, uh
I just want to give 'em hope
'Cause that's what I'm dyin' for (Yeah)
Everyday, I'm doubtin' Yo' plan
But that's when I remember, Lord
That You chose a sinner, Lord
You chose me for bigger, Lord (Woah)
When I forget who I am
I remember Your blood, woah (Yeah)

[Chorus]
So glad they told me
That You were the only one that loved me
So glad they said it to me
And that's why I stayed, 'cause You really love me
So glad they told me, ayy
That You were the only one that loved me
So glad they said it to me
And that's why I stayed, 'cause You really love me

[Outro]
Woah
Oh, You really loved me
Oh, You really loved me
You really loved me, yeah