Letter To My Old Dude

[Beginning:Roc]
I miss you like a mufucka
But ill shoot you a few words you feel me

[Hook:Roc]
This letter to my old dude
I just wanna update you on the latest news
And kinda tell you how my life been going up & down
I know you up in the sky lookin down

[Verse 1:Roc]
Its been a minute since we kicked it I don't know where to start
So imma grab this paper & pen & write with my heart
At first I ain't understanding i'm like why he leaving
Remember that night so vivid
By your adidas
I lost my mufuckin man after that
Didn't know how to handle my feelings so I start puttin them in raps
Thats where it all started
Never thought you'd be gone by the time I got retarded
First they took New New then Goose Mojos next
Now i'm strapped tellin niggas watch they neck
Still aiming for a letter so I put these words together
Tryin to find my way in this cold lonely world
Had a baby boy but I couldn't witness his birth
I was locked up in that cell so my feelings was hurt
Couldn't bless him with my presence
So I blessed him with presents
Every time I go to church its like him beefing with reverents

[Hook]

[Verse 2:Roc]
Every time I see yo friends they say you look like yo daddy
I got the world on my shoulders I been stressin so heavy
This life style that im living
Yo nephew back in prison
Yo sisters doing cool
Both of the girls they in school
Lil bros they doin ight
They just need a little push
Thats why im out here rapping so they won't take the path I took
Tryin not to go back to prison
I wanna hear my momma mouth
And John doing all right
Just dropped him off from robbing house
Just doing what I got I had to take care of a few things
Grandma grandad still doin they same routine
Some days I wish you was here so I could hug you
I respect Telly so much, that women love you
Been out of prison 6 months
I'm just enjoying my freedom
Your grandson a handful I wish you could meet him
I wish you could see me I got bands & shit
Plus we really doing music we got fans and shit

[Hook 2x]

[Roc]
Toya like a sister to me out here
Just live ilene talking to uncle
You know what im sayin
Kiv, Wayne, Foon
I love you
P.S Imma man now

[Hook 2x]