A follow-up to “Has Been,” “Letter to My Ex” is a song by GIRLI released on November 19, 2020. This was performed for the first time during GIRLI’s Amazon Music Twitch show on the same day of its release.
[Verse 1]
I feel so fucking sad
I feel so fucking free
I feel so good now that you're not the one who's fucking me
I feel so out of sorts
I feel so put together
I feel like starting a war, think you should run for cover
[Pre-Chorus]
Go on and make your mistakes
I won't be one of them
You can't lick my stitches, bitch
You know you put 'em there
And all these cuts are still oozing, only been six weeks
With all the times I shut my mouth, will you shut yours for me?
[Chorus]
I wanna punch you, hug you
Cry 'til it hurts (Hate you, I hate you, hate you, I hate you)
I wanna hit you, quit you
Sleep in your shirt (Hate you, I hate you, hate you, I hate you)
[Post-Chorus]
I wanna kiss you and kill you and fix all your issues
Cut up your heart and tell you I miss you
Stab you in the back with a blunt knife thousand times
Maybe then you'll know what it feels like
[Verse 2]
I feel so fucking rad (Rad)
I look so goddamn sexy (Goddamn sexy)
I wish you'd want me back
'Cause that would be so vindicating
And I hate the way you're fine
I hate the way you're Gucci
You're taking pictures with new bitches like you never knew me
[Pre-Chorus]
Go on and make your mistakes
I won't be one of them
You can't lick my stitches, bitch
You know you put 'em there
And all these cuts are still oozing, only been six weeks
With all the times I shut my mouth, will you shut yours for me?
[Chorus]
I wanna punch you, hug you
Cry 'til it hurts (Hate you, I hate you, hate you, I hate you)
I wanna hit you, quit you
Sleep in your shirt (Hate you, I hate you, hate you, I hate you)
[Post-Chorus]
I wanna kiss you and kill you and fix all your issues
Cut up your heart and tell you I miss you
Stab you in the back with a blunt knife thousand times
Maybe then you'll know what it feels like
[Bridge]
I miss you, I miss you, I hate how much I miss you
I miss you, I miss you, I hate how much I miss you
I miss you, I miss you, I hate how much I miss you
I miss you, I miss you, I hate how much I miss you
[Chorus]
I wanna punch you, hug you
Cry 'til it hurts (Hate you, I hate you, hate you, I hate you)
I wanna hit you, quit you
Sleep in your shirt (Hate you, I hate you, hate you, I hate you)
[Post-Chorus]
I wanna kiss you and kill you and fix all your issues
Cut up your heart and tell you I miss you
Stab you in the back with a blunt knife thousand times
Maybe then you'll know what it feels like
[Outro]
I miss you, I miss you, I hate how much I miss you
I miss you, I miss you, I hate how much I miss you
I miss you, I miss you, I hate how much I miss you
I miss you, I miss you, I hate how much I miss you
Letter to My Ex was written by girli & Max Mostley & Norma Jean Martine.
Letter to My Ex was produced by Max Mostley.
girli released Letter to My Ex on Thu Nov 19 2020.
In an Instagram post promoting the release of the song, GIRLI explained:
I wrote this song 6 weeks after being broken up with by my ex, my first love. all the emotions i was feeling were so confusing. one second i wanted to punch them and the next i wanted to hug them, and this was my first big hea...