Letter from Sonta

[Verse]
No, I'm not perfect, but I am worth it
Ready for operation like the surgeons
These bitches washed up like detergent
I need that current, this shit is urgent
And I blame it all on where I come from
Look in the fridge for food, knowing it wasn't none
And hell no, I ain't ashamed of that shit
'Cause that's what really made Sonta who she is
And no, I ain't got no friends
Sometimes I tell fake secrets
Watch them go run, tell that shit
Grass cut, them snakes gon' hiss
I be in my feelings because I'm heartbroken
My first love got killed, there was words left unspoken
No, I can't be your choice, I'm already chosen
Ain't got no time for no boys, I gotta stay focused
Niggas be talking 'bout snitches
But be up on Facebook and Insta
You told on yourself
Bitches be acting so tough
But you're not really tough
You've never been past a holding cell
My city crying, swear we need some help
Outsiders looking and thinking, "Oh well"
We all we got, ain't got nobody else
That [?] must be nice 'cause we living in hell
With anything, I'ma grind
Somebody, tell them that it's my time
Somebody, tell me, why they hating on me?
Somebody, tell them stop hating on me
Somebody, tell them that I'm not lying
Somebody, tell them I will outshine
Anybody think they gon' replace me
You know I am where they said I wouldn't be at
You know you gotta win, fight, conquer
I promise to go in, I would lie to you, mama
I promise to come in and destroy my opponents
Promise no bitch want it bad as I want it
Somebody, go and tell them that I'm not lying
Somebody, tell them I will outshine
Anybody think they gon' replace me
You know I am where they said I wouldn't be at