Letter

[Verse 1]
If I could write a letter to you
It would go a little like this, oh
First, I'd hold a gun to your head
And make sure it's loaded
See what you'd do
You would hear me threaten to shoot
And if it wouldn't kill me first
About ten years ago, I'd've put a bullet in you
Rip you out my head, throw your body 'cross the room
Watch you cower in the corner, crying
Shaking like a leaf, like you made me do so many times, yeah
I'd see your shadow shrink
Make you suffer like I did
Like I have, like I do every time you creep in
My head is a glass house, you throw stones
Yeah, sticks and stones they may break my bones
But words can never hurt me, what a lie
Demon in my head tells me things that cuts my body like knives, yeah

[Chorus 1]
Are you gonna make me draw that razor?
Are you gonna, gonna make me bleed?
Are you gonna make me pull that trigger?
Are you gonna make me make you leave?
Are you gonna make me draw that razor?
Are you gonna, gonna make me bleed?
Are you gonna make me pull that trigger?
Am I gonna have to make you leave?

[Verse 2]
I could go out like a dead candle
I could just float away on the breeze
But I won't let you win
You don't get the satisfaction
No, of watching me bend the knee
After the time you spent breaking me
My mind, my heart, then body
I fought long, fought hard, I bloody
I spent tears and money to get you off my sleeve
So if I'm going down then I'm dragging you too
It works both ways, I can't go without you
If I send you back to hell then my soul goes as well
So if one of us is going, only time can tell, and no

[Chorus 2]
You're not gonna make me draw that razor
You're never gonna get to see me bleed
You're not gonna make me pull that trigger
But you can still make me make you leave
You're not gonna make me draw that razor
You're never gonna get to see me bleed
You're not gonna make me pull that trigger
But I'm gonna have to make you leave

[Verse 3]
My head, my head
You carved your way in and I'm kicking you out
I'm re-claiming
My head, my head
I thought it was mine and then you conquered and I was just left without
A head instead
I grovelled and cried and I gave up my life, oh if only you'd said
In my head but
I'm not what you told me I was or what you still try to tell me I am
I stand, I stand
I stand, I stand, I stand, I am
I'm not what you told me I was or what you still try to tell me I am
I stand, I stand
I stand, I stand, I stand, I am
I'm not what you told me I was or what you still try to tell me I am