Let You Down (NF Remix)

[Chorus]
Feels like we're on the edge right now
I wish that I could say I'm proud
I'm sorry that I let you down
Let you down
All these voices in my head get loud
I wish that I could shut them out
I'm sorry that I let you down
Le-le-let you down

[Verse 1]
I done lost everything from all my pain and all of my hate
I'm facing the way I lost all of you and I know I can't get you back even if I changed
My brain is a mess and I been stressed and I know you been fed up holding your breath
I just wish you would be able to see me get my shit together but it's too late and you left
And I understand your plan, I would've ran too if the person I been with did what they did
Now I gotta live with that shit and live without you for the rest of my life 'cause that's what I get
Yeah, I wish I could take it back but I can't, I just wanna clean up the mess I made
But you don't want me to, so instead I made my bed; laying in it, missing your face
I don't wanna be with anybody else and I don't want you to be with anybody else
I just want us to be us but I can't have what I want 'cause it's bad for your health
And you was the person I turned to when confused and needing help
And now I can't even turn to you for nothing, it's like I'm living in Hell

[Chorus]
All these voices in my head get loud
I wish that I could shut them out
I'm sorry that I let you down
Le-le-let you down

[Verse 2]
Every time you left with every step you always wanted me to fight for you to stay
I just want to beg for you to come home 'cause this house ain't a home without you, it's just a place
I done got on my knees and prayed and given up addictions to better the rest of my remains
'Cause what I did to you was stupid, I should've never brought a gun to the table no matter the pain
I was gonna marry you on October 6th; turn around and have some kids, living life that we need
Making our fairy tales real while making other couples jealous on how things supposed to be
You were my safe haven; my safe place, you was gonna be the person that took my last name
I've never loved anyone like I love you even through all of the poor choices I made
You used to call me your favorite, now I just feel like I need to be irrelevant
I just want to hold you close but it feels like you want me to let you go like you've settled it
And you're not settling for less, and my emotions got the best of me
I should've just let you be mad and say what you wanted and you would still be here with me
It don't work like that

[Chorus]
All these voices in my head get loud
I wish that I could shut them out
I'm sorry that I let you down
Le-le-let you down

[Verse 3]
You show me that you care about my future more than I do
You are going to be all I ever knew if I ever lose you
I promise, I'm no king with a crown but I gave my queen a tiara
I held it down for my baby but my baby held us down harder
Listen, I feel we both never gave ourselves enough credit
Because love isn't about what you can love, it's what you could tolerate every second
And we tolerated; I just wish we could look each other in the eyes
And see both sides of that story from both views and not be blind

[Chorus]
Feels like we're on the edge right now
I wish that I could say I'm proud
I'm sorry that I let you down
Let you down
All these voices in my head get loud
I wish that I could shut them out
I'm sorry that I let you down
Le-le-let you down