Let you down

Okay i tried to fix myself for you
But it's not working out
And everything you said was true
I’m glad you're not around
To see what i’ve become
Sorry i let you down
And i really don’t know
How ima make it out
And i could keep on trying all my life
But i just realised
That anything i do won't make it right
Fuck i hate my life
God damn it my brain still cannot decide
But i won't deny
That it's so hard for me to say goodbye
Hope i can survive

And i'm sorry that i'm so impatient
I'm not trying to keep you waiting
(waiting)
And i don't know why but everybody is telling me i changed
They be acting weird around me like i'm crazy or insane
Yea they're trying to bring me down they want to see mе suffocate
I don't need anymore trouble in my lifе so stay away

Okay i tried to fix myself for you
But it's not working out
And everything you said was true
I’m glad you're not around
To see what i’ve become
Sorry i let you down
And i really don’t know
How ima make it out
And i could keep on trying all my life
But i just realised
That anything i do won't make it right
Fuck i hate my life
God damn it my brain still cannot decide
But i won't deny
That it's so hard for me to say goodbye
Hope i can survive