Let’s see

Why would you stab me in my back
You made it worse u made it bad
Waste my time no I can't get it back
Wish I could go back in time never meet you
I wish I seen your hidden lies they were not see through
I really hate myself for even tryna talk to you
Overthink all the time this shit get too real
I'm just tryna pass the time I pop these two pills
Sorry for the way I act dats just how I am
I talk about my pain in music to afraid to tell my friends
And if I killed myself I guess that would be the end
I'm tryna see what's after death who tryna come wit me
I rеally wanna see yeah I really wanna see
Put a bullet in thе chamber yeah lets see