​let out.

I can't let out what I keep inside of my own mind
I can't get out what I got inside this head of mine
So I build it up, until I break down
Until I can feel enough to create what I make now

I ain't even did enough to rest so I can't lay down
Everyone I met and thought was real is just a fake now
Or am I the fake?
I think I'm the face of every single ounce of pain
I hate because it make me break

I don't understand
This is not the plan
Don't know where I am
I got lost inside my thoughts, oh, not again

Don't like where I been, all I did was sin
We only begin just so we can end
I don't need a friend

I'mma rot all alone and I know that
Went to Hell just to go and get my soul back
Gave it away cause I ain't wanna stay
I ain't wanna be alive to see another day