LET ME DROWN

[Intro]
You know this is for those of y'all
You know that wake up sometimes and you're just like man fuck this shit
I wanna take my ass back to sleep
Not everyday is gonna be filled with fuckin' rainbows and sunshines

[Verse 1]
Yeah, I woke the fuck up this morning like I'm tired of living
Tired of giving everything and fucking tired of swimming
Fuck it, I'm drowning
I don't see a reason for me to smile, so I'm frowning
Nobody really gives a fuck anymore, so I doubt it
And I find it, really hard to trust now
I got my guard up, don't let nobody come around
How much time did I waste on that bitch
Just for her to milk me of all my money, then go and dip
That's why I don't believe in relationships
'Cause in my mind all of that to me is fakе as shit
You say you love somebody and then thеy dissappear
And in the end it's like they were never here
And then you left with the scars and all the pain
Then all the thoughts come of how it wouldn't be the same
You fall asleep, then it goes away
Inside your dreams waking up to another fucked reality

[Chorus]
If the waters really that deep, then I can't swim
So let me drown 'cause ain't nothing inside wants to live right now, yeah
They tell me it ain't that deep, but I can't feel the bottom with my feet
So maybe I'm just scared, 'cause everybody swam away and left me right here

[Verse 2]
Yeah I'm 29 now and I can't even tell you what it is worse
Since I was young I used to smile a lot
Now I'm feeling like I got hit by curse, always feeling hurt
I was homeless, I guess I'm living now
When everybody come around, I still feel down
Even when I'm smiling the truth is I'm probably just faking it
I don't believe in nothing and I don't even care no more
I'm sleeping my fucking floor
I try to lock my door and hide behind the blinds
When they ask me how I'm doing, I say that I'm fine
I know that's a lie, we was cool, for like ten years
I looked out for you everyday, but you know that people change
The picture that you have of them inside your mind is probably not the same
Paying a thousand dollars every month for child support
If I don't I'll probably go jail
Feeling like I'm burning in this fucking hell
Will I make it to the end, I probably couldn't tell
If I'm being honest with you, I'm not feeling well
I tried to make some merch, but that shit wouldn't sell
Let me hop on this ship, I just want to Sail
Everybody used say to me, I'll probably fail while I wish them well

[Chorus]
If the waters really that deep, then I can't swim
So let me drown 'cause ain't nothing inside wants to live right now, yeah
They tell me it ain't that deep, but I can't feel the bottom with my feet
So maybe I'm just scared, 'cause everybody swam away and left me right here

[Outro]
Oh my God, TVBUU
What's up?
You know what would make your music blow up so crazy?
Uh-huh
You just need to like contact $uicideBoy$ or contact like Night Lovell or something
Yeah
You guys have to a collab together
Yah
Or maybe you should like do a TikTok
Oh, yeah, that's-
If you do TikTok, oh my God, you would be so viral
I don't- I don't-
Maybe you would have million of followers or million of listeners
It's- it's OK, oh my God
You have to