this song is basically about how i get sick and tired of having crushes on the wrong people and how i’m always in the cycle of looking at a guy, fangirling because of how hot he is, and then realizing he’s a butt.
[produced by Michael Pham (Puhham)]
Verse 1:
I'm so sick and tired
Of falling in love
But this pleasure deep inside
Just keeps on flying above me
Hook:
From my head to my shoulders
My chest is like a boulder
Rollin' in circles
Over and over again
Can't break this cycle
When you're just standing there
Please move out of my way
Chorus:
Just let me be
And stay away from me
I wanna live my life
Your looks are just like a knife
Stabbing through my heart
Stabbing through my heart, heart, heart
I don't know where to start, start, start
It's tearing me apart, part, part
Verse 2:
It just drives me crazy
When i fall into your traps
I try to go through obstacles
And find directions
With the maps inside my mind
(hook)
(chorus)
Bridge:
I only knew you from the outside
Now i just wanna see the inside
I'm so scared for the ugly truth
I never knew you could be so cruel