Let it Rain

[Verse 1: Sevin]
I know sleep is related to death so its do or die
They said the sky is the limit, I'm shooting high
Unless I got court i ain't in a suit and tie
All star in this block sport since Junior High
I'd be a lie if I said it had no effect
Gang of homies died trying to be a Boeing Jet
That means fly if you ain't knowing yet
Most never know its two sides until the coin is set
Nigga, my mental issues got issues
Raised on the block if they diss you pop pistols
I got more dead friends than I can count now
And I don't wear watch don't like to see my countdown
The hood will think you balling if you weigh a few
You try to help them but its hard when they betraying you
I see its finna be a like summer hold on, Hello?
(Yo is Sevin there?) naw nigga wrong number

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Its so hard loving, heart ain't budging
When your this deep in the game
I'm so used to this weather
I'm like let it rain
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[Verse 2: Sevin]
Yea
And its hard to feel the sun when your hearts cold
Feeling like a blind man at an art show
I be drinking all night to the bar's closed popping narcos
Until I'm higher than a stars nose
Life's cooking me slow over the charcoals
Packed for the guilt trip got a whole car load
Did they jump the gun or did I start slow
Tried to read between them lines, bar-code
I know I'll receive what I'm praying for
If I can stay on knees like I'm laying floors
It takes work to be great what you playing for
This worlds seems fake so I stay in doors
(I don't want to fail you no no), I swear I don't
(So much I want to tell you Lord)
I got so many sins to confess
I can't wait to put an end to this stress, yes

[Chorus]

[Verse 3: Sevin]
And this is for my two brothers
Rest in peace man the streets miss you
I'm still here wishing I can sleep with you
They say its wrong to fornicate but without sex
Me and death would have a boring date
My tears don't fall from my broken eyes
I guess its like trying to make the ocean cry
I'm prepared for them all though I hope I die
When I see you Lord I hope your arms is open wide
Soaked in pride for the gang threw my soul aside
Trying to live a double life like there's no divide
I'm so cold inside lost without your warming love
Cursed to walk with no umbrella in a storm of blood
Is my pain and my stress worth mentioning
I feel so chained to the flesh that I'm tempted in
I was not with it before but I repent for sin
And I hear you knocking at the door, so enter in

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