Let It Go

[Intro]
Yeah, I like this beat
I'ma try to rap it all the way through though
Let me find my flow

[Verse 1]
I get stuck in my feelings all the time when I'm reflectin'
How come when people don't love me back I need acceptance?
Expressin' how I feel to those people would just be selfish, so
Even when they don't love me back I'm still bein' selfless
Every time I look back I start losing track of what's in front of me
Afraid to be alone sometimes, too comfortable with company
I gave my life to Christ so now these demons tryin' to come for me
I walked away from Satan before he had got enough of me (Hol' up)
And he won't let me exit
How I'm with somebody else but needed closure from my exes
That's the enemy, he been tryin' to get rid of me
I can't get over yesterday, I don't know what he did to me
The snake is steady slithering, creating all these enemies
I use the Holy Trinity as just some sort of remedy
To get rid of the negative energy and I'm gon' need patience for it
They used to hate me in school and now they be waitin' for me
I couldn't prosper unless other people praised me for it
But either way if I do me they gon' still hate me for it
Feel like the closest people to me really hatin' on me
But if I ask 'em 'bout it, they gon' probably change the story

[Chorus]
I just gotta, I just gotta let it go
Searchin' for love in all of the places that I know
But God waitin' on me so I gotta let you know
Yeah, that I gotta let it go
I just gotta let it go
Stressin' 'bout things that I can't change on the low
But God waitin' on me so I gotta let you know
That I gotta let it go

[Verse 2]
I had let go of the limelight
Chasin' after the fame, I had to learn that ain't the reason I could rhyme tight
Always needin' the approval of somebody else
Is probably the reason I always gotta get my mind right
Ain't been feeling like I'm good enough
Fallin' into old habits, knowing any day that Jesus pullin' up
I don't know how to stop
Can't ever be nothing special 'cause I be stuck in a box
I give the devil his props
Yeah, he got me on lock
I gotta break through the chains while I got time on the clock
I can't believe in the future 'cause I be still in the past
Need some restoration, I need a spiritual bath
I need a spiritual cleansing, anxiety gettin' too bad
I get a moment of happiness then I go back to sad
Everything making me mad
I just been containing my anger, so many years of running from my own thoughts, become dangerous

[Chorus]
I just gotta, uh, I just gotta let it go
Searchin' for love in all of the places that I know
But God waitin' on me so I gotta let you know
That I gotta let it go
Yeah, I just gotta let it go
Stressin' 'bout things that I can't change on the low
But God waitin' on me so I gotta let you know
That I gotta let it go

[Bridge]
Man I find myself being
Held back by the fear of other people's opinions
The fear of failure, the fear of rejection
For doing the most important thing that'll produce, mental
Physical and spiritual growth, and that's just being myself
I can either take control of my life, or I could let other people control it for me

[Chorus]
I just gotta, I just gotta let it go
Searchin' for love in all of the places that I know
But God waitin' on me so I gotta let you know
That I gotta let it go
I just gotta let it go
Stressin' 'bout things that I can't change on the low
But God waitin' on me so I gotta let you know, yeah
That I gotta let it go

[Outro]
Yeah, that's gotta be it right there
Leave that in there