Lessons

[Intro]
Whoa-whoa
Jean, wake up
Yeah, yeah
Whoa-whoa-whoa-oh
Okay

[Chorus]
I've been alone for to long (Ooh)
Really fucking with my mental you can hear it in my songs (Yeah, yeah)
Maybe I'm way to picky and doing it all wrong
On my own till I'm 50 so I gotta stay strong (Yeah)
I can not look for attachment cause love will be absent (Yeah)
I need to be patient but wanna take action (Yeah, yeah, whoah)
I look for that shit day and night I'm so restless (Okay, whoah)
Is God playing games or is he teaching lessons, yeah

[Verse]
Know that I'm impatient but I feel like I deserve it (Yeah, yeah)
All these bitches want my attention but without purpose (Whoa-whoa-whoa-oh)
Getting older everyday I see couples I'm getting nervous (Okay)
When will that be me cause lowkey I am feeling worthless
Is it even meant for me cause I don't see it happening
Keep on drinking bottles and bottles filled up with medicine (Yeah, yeah, whoah)
Every time a lady talks to me I feel adrenaline (Oh no)
Hoping that she'll be the one
Don't know what is going on
Everybody seems to fall in love
Looking all around I see empty cups
I am throwing up, yeah
I am throwing up
There are tears in my face and in my red cup

[Chorus]
I've been alone for to long (Ooh)
Really fucking with my mental you can hear it in my songs (Yeah, yeah)
Maybe I'm way to picky and doing it all wrong
On my own till I'm 50 so I gotta stay strong (Yeah)
I can not look for attachment cause love will be absent (Yeah)
I need to be patient but wanna take action (Yeah, yeah, whoah)
I look for that shit day and night I'm so restless (Okay, whoah)
Is God playing games or is he teaching lessons, yeah