Left Side Of The Chest

Once the damage is done, the damage is done
I didn't tell the truth cuz it hurts
So lived a lie, but learnt in life
Honesty's the policy that works..
Even tho you may say sorry
An apology is just words..
An affair is so unfair
I've broken hearts & I wish things weren't like this
But they are and man are not proud
Every action has a reaction
& I found out when Karma came back round
It's peak cuz I wear my heart on my sleeve
It's always the ones that you want that you can't have
& the ones you can have that you don't want..
Cuz lately the ones I'm attracting
Just seem so distracting can somebody help..
I feel the love but inside
Feels like I ain't done enough..
I don't wanna jump the gun
But I'm getting impatient, come far
But can't see any payment yet
Got faith I've got what it takes
But still get stressed..
I'm struggling lord but you know whats best
I put down my line & picked up my mic, but my family are on it..
I feel like the odd one out if I'm being honest
But learnt that tomorrow ain't promised
So I live everyday like my last..
I text my nxggas & I tell em that I love them
& even tho some don't text back
I don't expect one so I don't judge em
As long as they know that I've got der back

I'm coming back from a show
Then it kicks in I'm going home all alone
The daytimes fine when I'm occupied
But the night times not, it's like I'm lost..
Being single in a double bed
Don't make no sense when you know what you want
Maybe I'm being stupid
But when I feel like this I don't do music
I'm thinking if Kailie still misses me
& think if Leanne is missing me too
It feel like they turned good friends
When they found out I found someone new
We don't know better until we know better
Apostle told me that & it's true
Sitting in my room & I'm bussing my brain
Tryna make Round 3 better than Round 2 (FuReal)
My mom said 'show me your friends'
& I'll show you who you are..
I'd rather be known for spitting
Then living behind those bars..
Thinking that it's my fault
That J1 ever got pon dat charge..
You might see happy on the outside
But inside there's pain in my heart!!
Weed & alcohol
Have been my antidote
I'm living lyfe like every day is January 1st
But music's slacking, haven't wrote a verse
In ages having, man come to me
'like look at where so & so is, why ain't you der
So & so ain't big', I tell em in time but they've heard it before

Sometimes I think have I got what it takes
Cuz only a few man get through the door
There's mc's out there without a name
I'm grateful I've got one but I want more..
I'm with Choppa & Brutes at the
Drake Club Paradise tour thinking
I gotta live that life, unless I get locked or die
Trust me I won't quit pon my
Dream, I bring sutten different to the Grime
Scene, TeamDapz all the way..
I'm tryna make sutten out of nutten
Make mommy proud so she nuh warnt for nutten
I ain't gone through this heartache for nutten
Nutten's gonna stop me reaching my goal
Cuz man have been, broke for too long
I pray for the day when it finally pays off
I don't see Leah as much I would like
Cuz I'm tryna put in that no sleep grind
& when she tells me 'I love you daddy'
It brings a tear to my eye
Cuz your too young to know what's been done
Last year was nuts!! The time will come
When I sit you down, but for now keep smiling
Cuz when I'm low you lift me up WOAH!!
Forgive me Lord I'm Sinner
I know, I'm tryna become a winner
I know, you work in mysterious ways..
But don't make mistakes, music's my fate
I'm onto better & bigger, just know
Round 3's gonna be SICKA!!
I hope you relate to what's been said..
It came from the Left Side Of The Chest