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[Intro]
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[Verse]
No love in me, I can't give love to you, I'm sorry I cannot
I'm made to be the way I am, so being happy, I cannot
Or maybe I'm not sad at all, and I'm just really fucked up
Either way it goes, I'll live my life till death with no love
Left behind, I'm left to find increase in my high hopes to die
Left or right, but both roads lead me to a rope to tie
Given up, no more to fight for, I'll just sit and sigh
In my room, no sun in my pores, I'll just stay inside
Living in my head, I'm the only one that hurts me
I'm the thing I hate, I'm the one who truly cursed me
I wish I could change, I wish I could find some more peace
The only drive I have is my body in a hearse
Deep 6 feet, fix me, I know you don't miss me
But I can still taste your cherry lips when you kissed me
It rips me apart, tear the veins from my heart
I know I still have one, but it's not working like before
A waste of space is what I am, I'm losing touch of what I was
Nobody wants to be with me, from simple friends to every girl
It hurts to hear my thoughts aloud 'cause then I can't just block 'em out
So I resort to drugs when I'm awake in hopes they knock me out
I'm fuckin' sick of waking up in knowledge that I fucked up
Knowledge that I gotta face everything I've had enough of
Enough of my life, that's a lie, don't wanna talk, I'll tell you why
'Cause every time I open up, it leaves a fuckin' knife in my back
That's already breaking down from the weight I hold
I'm so full of hate, I don't think there is a way to love
Pressure pushin' back, I'm losing hope, why should I even shove?
Sick thoughts, a match box, is what I am becoming of
I suffer everyday, I might just throw it all away
I might snap off at anyone that enters in my space
Take the cap off, or light up, I wanna intoxicate
This fucking body that's stuck in a place that's not great
I'm too far deep, can't get enough sleep
Fuck this 9-5, this way of life just crush me