Leaving That Door Closed

I'm strong, I am strong
But sometimes I let the pain wash over me
And I'm done making you wrong
But sometimes I get so angry I could scream
But I'll never let it show
I wanna knock sometimes but I'm leaving that door closed

And you're fine, no problem moving on with your life
And I'm happy for you, really I'm alright
Cause I'm not in love with you
Till I think about the things we used to do
And how you held me so
I wanna knock sometimes but I'm leaving that door closed

And I know I can't go back again
What's done is done
But now and then I pretend your near
Till the moment goes
I wanna knock sometimes but I'm leaving that door closed

And I learned the hard way not to show up at your door
And I don't venture by, our secret places anymore
A love like ours you don't find everyday
And it was hard sometimes but harder still to walk away
But I finally had to go

And I know we can't go back again
What's done is done
But once or twice it's crossed my mind
But I'd die before I let you know
I wanna knock sometimes
I wanna knock sometimes
I wanna knock sometimes but I'm leaving that door closed