Leaving or living (poor grammar)

[Verse 1]
Should I always follow you ?
Don't you realize in what shit
I'm getting myself into ?
And everyday I take antidepressants
Prozac, Xanax, Lexotan, Tranxene
Come, get in my spiral
I'm almost out of oxygene
I'm nothing, just a grain of dust
Are you the ones I should trust ?
Are you the ones I should follow ?
I'm afraid of my own shadow
And oh, I don't know where we're going
One day I willl choose
If I should follow you

[Chorus]
I'm living behind you all
And I don't know
If I should Leave you all behind
Will it heal all my scars ?
I'm living behind you all
And I don't know
If I should Leave you all behind
Will it heal all my scars ?

[Interlude]
But it's not that easy
It's not that easy
It's not easy
It's really hard
God, help me just for once
Please

[Verse 2]
I remember that time in english class
We had written dumb shit on our paper
We were afraid to even pass
So we tried to avoid eye contact with the teacher
And everytime she decided to pick a group
We were right there face to face
You think I was blushing because of the test
But I was just so fucking in love with you
When my ex broke up
And the texts I had sent to you
They were actually a cry hor help
I didn't know what to do
I'm afraid of moving on
Oh love is cruel, love has no pity
But love is just so addictive

[Chorus]
I'm living behind you all
And I don't know
If I should Leave you all behind
Will it heal all my scars

[Chorus]
I'm living behind you all
And I don't know
If I should Leave you all behind
Will it heal all my scars ?
(Do something)
I'm living behind you all
And I don't know
If I should Leave you all behind
Will it heal all my scars ?
(Do something)
I'm living behind you all
And I don't know
If I should Leave you all behind
Will it heal all my scars ?
(Do something)