Leaves

[Verse 1: Outcast]
I'm tryna wash my hands from what just happened
Scared of the future, what it brings and what I'm lacking
Got some pills up in my back pack
Trackin through the snow
Hope I can cope with being alone with being alone
These drugs don't work I'm losing hope
So far from home I walk this road

In the snow
Same old clothes all on my back
Can't seem to get my life on track
However I hard I try I swear this shit won't come back
I need this bitch, don't give up on me

I'm at my worst fucking moment in my life
And I can't fucking take it
Sit and think under the willow
Hands over my face
Hoping I won't see tomorrow
Feeling like my time is fucking borrowed
Got some pills up in my back pack
Trackin through the snow
Hope I can cope with bеing alone
These drugs don't work I'm losing hopе

[Verse 2: PAIMON]
Closed behind four walls
All by myself, can't feel nice with all these thoughts
Catch me exploring the no mans land that I call home
Just take a right at the top of the hill
Towards the light into the fields
Flowers on the grave with my name and face engraved with two dates so you knew my fate

Ask yourself where you at
Easy question but its not simple as that
Leaves cover my path
Eye for disaster but inside I just wanna matter
Please don't leave just yet
Give me a few minutes so I can rest
Layin in a bed nails no quick movement
Is that pain or relief
I just really can't tell