LeaveMeAlone

I'm in a dilemma again, why do I feel so much pain again?
Why do I sit mourning time away? Deep down man's not out of his pain
I just hope, that I make people proud, if I still do now, that they're not around
Time? It will never bend, the only thing that I know, is time does end
But it's all stored in my head, in my brain, the images they won't go away
I'm trying to remember the good times, but what's the point lying, it was all bad times
You believed in god, so give me a sign, instead of me sat here wasting my time
I've got a lot of shit on my chest, I need an escape, I need to pop next
Sail away, while I wave goodbye, to my past times, past rhymes & my past life
That's where I'm at, I just want to avoid any sort of grief that's inside that void
I'm not oblivious, I can feel that noise, it vibrates around me like a Rolls Royce
Hang me, shoot me, aim for the neck, make sure it's quick so I don't feel death...

CH: Nothing beats, the comfort of home
There's no winners when you're against your dome
I think I'll skip, & I will go home
So Leave me alone, leave me alone, leave

It don't look or feel like happiness, you're supposed to respect yourself to do that
I drink, & I bun, but I really hate that, I got myself in a cycle of traps
Bear trap, but the shit's aimed at my heart, I express my pain, but my pain ain't art
I've wasted so many years on tarts, when I look back now I thought it was smart
Me & relationships never work out, coz I never feel like I fit in with the crowd
I'm a geezer, but I'm so not proud, coz between the surface I always freak out
Live my life as an introvert, social anxiety, depressed from birth
I've been through a lot, seen a lot of trauma, & that's why I never feel enough for ya...
I've seen bare people getting stuck in the cycles, but it's no good going down that way
You're not gonna be, gonna be the same, if you let that shit get a hold of your brain
Why do people rely on drugs? It's not coz you're down on your luck
You're all fake, I see through fake stuff, don't ever try with your shit or sweet talk...

CH: Nothing beats, the comfort of home
There's no winners when you're against your dome
I think I'll skip, & I will go home
So Leave me alone, leave me alone, leave

Why did I ever confide in you? You always lied, but I never knew
It was straight in my face, but I was oblivious, to the little stories, perversions of truths
Why don't I roll out, with the ting? Coz I don't wanna sell white, like Colgate
I don't wanna look back, or look a disgrace, I just wanna be me, coz it's IDH
I'm not a casual writer, but I'm not saying IDH is the best
I just made my name, & I said it with my chest, but I truly believed that I was up next
It just shows that you do it with time, more time spent means more lifelines
More time spent, means more of my life I can spend in the pad perfecting my lines

CH: Nothing beats, the comfort of home
There's no winners when you're against your dome
I think I'll skip, & I will go home
So Leave me alone, leave me alone, leave