Leave This Bed

I'm waking up from one big fright
I wipe my tears and mute my cries
It's 3AM and I'm on fire

I try my best to shut my eyes
Go back to bed to feel alright
But nothing seems to free my mind

The chemicals inside my brain
Are swirling like a hurricane
You're fast asleep, I'm wide awake (so)

I try my best to shut my eyes
Go back to bed to feel alright
But nothing seems to free my mind

(Cause I can't go back)
What if those bad thoughts all replayed in my head?
(I can't go back)
Just seconds ago, I just dreamt you were dead
(I can't go back)
How can go back if I'm too in my head?
You know I'm always in my head
(Oh, oh, oh)

I'm psyching myself out
I wish it was 6AM
So I could leave this bed

I'm psyching myself out
I wish it was 6AM
So I could leave this bed
(So I could leave this bed)

I turn to you, I check if your
Belly's moving up and down
I close my eyes and finally breathe

I feel my pulse and "oh my gosh"
My heart is beating like a drum
I check my phone for wishful thinking

This isn't the first time
Sure won't be the last time
Should I be asking myself why?
Oh my my my

This isn't the first time
Sure won't be the last time
Should I be asking myself why?
Oh oh oh

I'm psyching myself out
I wish it was 6AM
So I could leave this bed

I'm psyching myself out
I wish it was 6AM
So I could leave this bed

I'm psyching myself out
I wish it was 6AM
So I could leave this bed

I'm psyching myself out
I wish it was 6AM
So I could leave this...

Everything's feeling slow, slow, slow
Such a bad feeling you should know
Feeling like I'm in slow, slow-mo
Slow, slow-mo

Everything's feeling slow, slow, slow
Such a bad feeling you should know
Feeling like I'm in slow, slow-mo
Oh oh oh

I'm psyching myself out
I wish it was 6AM
So I could leave this bed

I'm psyching myself out
I wish it was 6AM
So I could leave this bed

I'm psyching myself out
I wish it was 6AM
So I could leave this bed

I'm psyching myself out
I wish it was 6AM
So I could leave this bed