[Chorus]
If you dont really love me, then leave me
I told you it wasn’t easy
Now you feeling queasy, I put our love beneath me
You was on a pedestal but then it got to shaking
I had to check my schedule, there’s money to be making
I told you I wasn’t regular way before we dated
I ain’t mean to break your heart, I was too sedated
Knowing that you played your part, an actress in the making
I’m knowing we ain't make it far, but baby girl I’m taken
I live like a rockstar, but got feelings like a popstar
I’m just scared to crash out, I don’t know where my thoughts are
I’m praying I don’t lash out but that’s just where my thoughts are
I don’t know where my head at, conversating where the dead at
[Verse]
In my city, damn it’s been a drought, someone bring the meds back
I left that bitch in hell, I ain't tryna bring my ex back
Baby can’t you tell, yeah your basket is where my eggs at
Damn this ain’t a love song but shit I guess we pass that
Imma take these drugs, let narcotics run they last lap
I thought I fell in love, but shit I guess I’m pass that
I don’t want my blank back, I ain’t gonna say that
I hope you happy where you at, lowkey hell is where you stay at
Fuck yo exes they some bum niggas, their face is where I spray at
Imma use it like its target practice, that’s fucked up, Zay don’t say that
That’s just how I am baby, the rest was not okay with that
I’ll give all the pearls, take my heart and please don’t play with that
You not like the other girls, on my momma I ain't just saying that
I thought I was a player you proved me wrong but I’m ok with that
[Chorus]
If you really love me then leave me
I told you it wasn’t easy
Now you feeling queasy, I put our love beneath me
You was on a pedestal but then it got to shaking
I had to check my schedule, there’s money to be making
I told you I wasn’t regular way before we dated
I ain’t mean to break your heart I was too sedated
Knowing that you played your part, an actress in the making
I’m knowing we ain't make it far, but baby girl I’m taken
I live like a rockstar, but got feelings like a popstar
I’m just scared to crash out, I don’t know where my thoughts are
I’m praying I don’t lash out but that’s just where my thoughts are
I don’t know where my head at, conversating where the dead at