Leave Broke

Verse 1:

Boy o Boy, i guess them playa ploys done torn it's course
Cause i'm 23 years old losing force & got a divorce
Punchin doors and goin to war until my voice is horse
Buyin gifts when I'm angry i feel like such a dork
If you seen me this past year and said "That ain't Vada no more"
You were right cause my house was shambles when I entered the door
"Well what's so stressful right, that's life. Is it still full custody?" Sure
But my daughters stepmom just stepped and now she feels ignored
I guess I asked for things she never had to give before
And my daughter asks "Where's Ki?," I say "she's gone," She asks "what for?"
And i cried when i found your shirt that you left in my drawer
I tossed it I ain't give it back but so you know it's orange
It still had your scent on it that I so adored
Our love was uncooked beef but girl you still pulled out the fork
Sorry for speaking my issues I ain't mean to leave you so annoyed
And you got the nerve to tell me that YOUR heart is not a toy

Chorus:

Climbing the pain that relaxed in my soul. Being a man that's strong enough to move on
You gotta be you gotta be, that's what I hoped
Im rich in this heart that you tried to leave broke (Twice)

Verse 2:

I drown in pain, feelin vein I know in my heart I changed
In every requested way, but my shorty still ain't stay
Make me say my daughter ain't gon meet another chick againe
Hear a name, see a waive, get familiar wit nare face
And when she complained I ain't ignore her. Man this weight on my shoulder
Feels like 20 boulders, cause i still wanna hold her
After my BM i never thought i could get colder - tryna smile at these industry functions keepin my composure
I got so many female friends that put up with the most
The nigga fuck em over backwards but they still off a HOPE
But i be diein to fix it & my loves still turn to ghost
Im not lookin for sympathy but Im lookin for growth
Should i be the playboy that I used to be before?
Thats wat the devil wants me to do - but not no mo'
Oh, and i put up bread to buy you a two door
Thats why i was in that bind, it was a surpise but, you know

Choruse:

Bridge:

Boyy Im drinkin Im not eatin. Medicine challenge me but Im not blinkin
Drivin right along yea i know what my theme is. Always ride Down the waves just Dont sink in