I'm not so bent about my failures
Is it because I’m learning more or because I'm caring less?
My aim's never been to please
And maybe that’s my biggest fault
Being number one to number one
These shattered shields that I keep piecing back together
There are things I can't be bothered with and things that I can't control
Shittier in a sense, but happier than faking it
Happier than faking it
Grin and bear it until I can't take it
Grit my teeth and bite my tonguе
There are things that I'll еxpect to believe and then they're gone
And then they're gone