Leading Me Down

Got a big fat job, got a little pain
I could take it over for you, could it be the way?
Through a big high love, and I was going to say
I thought I best say something, I didn’t anyway
And the more things are changed I guess
The more I should look inside
But all this is not my best
And even the reasons lie
And I wanted more, and I thought it through
And if it wasn’t you who’s leading me down
All my friends pushing me around, they’re weeding me down
All that’s left is just all that’s left
Took a good old sob and a little hay
I wasn’t done till morning, I couldn’t anyway
I was in a thickest fog, and in a sorry way
I could have used a hand there, and I got to say
The more things are changed I guess
The more I should look inside
But all this is not my best
And even the reasons lie
And I wanted more, and I thought it through
And if it wasn’t you who’s leading me down
All these friends kicking me around, they’re leading me down
Till all that’s left is just all that’s left
And what if all the reasons that I’m giving to myself are wrong
Wrong beyond the time for waiting on another stupid dare
And what if all the seasons that I’m putting on the shelf are gone
Long ago I wasn’t even really ever there, yeah
And the more things are changed I guess
The more I should look inside
All this is not my best
Even the reasons lie
They lie