Lazy Music

Here I am, fading out, making plans, watching screens and machines
Like a fiend, like a teen
There goes time, moving quick, down the line
Flips the bird, says goodbye, darling leave, me behind

These days I’m making lazy music
Trying to settle with my ways, oh baby
Sometime I kick the door until it breaks down, but baby that’s not today
Not today

Four days in no more Adderall or Ritalin
More natural as I’ve ever been, just alcohol and heroin
Oh I’m kidding, it’s not funny though
Plenty people take their fall
Yeah I’m dying but baby I’m going down slow

These days I’m making lazy music
Trying to settlе with my ways, oh baby
Well I’ve thrown matches on thе flame until I burn down, but baby that’s not today
Oh, not today

But see me float, from poolside to poolside, every house in Los Angeles
Hot chicken in Nashville, good drugs in New York
Everyone’s got their dreams baby, I ain’t judging yours

My sister changed her plans, made a child, found a man, settled down
Like a champ, clap your hands, clap your hands
She says, ‘don’t you fuss because what you’ve been is enough, what you’ll be is just stuff to dream on’

‘Cause these days I’m making lazy music
Trying to settle with my ways, oh baby
I’ve crushed love like a fool, until it broke down, but baby that’s not today
Not today
Not today