Lazarus

LAZARUS

(chorus)
I sit around and wait to get a call from him
I watch the clock tic toc from past ten until ten two
I am your lazarus, please act on it
Breathless without you
Im just being honest

(verse 1)
Blank paper, blank slate
Time to start over, love that I debate
Love that I devoted
And all of a sudden it ended
I feel a really sharp pain in my chest
And when I think of him I'm out of breath
Everything I do is to impress him even the way I dress
All these unimportant details that I stress
Is because I need you in my life and I think that you're the best
It hurt more then it brought me joy boy
That's the gamble
I can feel my heart in shambles
About him I can't stop rambling and every song I hear reminds me of him
I just got a tattoo and it reminds me of him too
Now I spend lonely nights smoking rigs on the stoop
Drinking a bit more brew then I used to but I'm resilient and strong
So I'll be cool

(chorus)
I sit around and wait to get a call from him
I watched the clock tic toc from past ten until ten two
I am your lazarus, please act on it
Breathless without you
Im just being honest

(verse 2)
Won't forget you, looking through my office window I don't understand your lingo
So-so, you're so so nice to look at but when we speak
I didn't know two attracted humans could feel so weak
Just realized cause I've downed enough beers that
Looking at you is like looking through a rear view mirror
Cause all your present mistakes are my past ones
I was just like you without the beard I know it sounds weird
But bebe, this ain't good enough I said
I require from us to turn this blue into a red
And so I read and so I wrote and i was mad afraid
It's funny cause we had the cheese but not the bread
And so we tread around with no direction
And I know this song is full of him
But that word I can't stop repeating it and I won't stop until the pain goes away
Until h.i.m. Fades away
Until h.i.m. Fades
Until h.i.m
Until h.i
Until h

(chorus)X3
I sit around and wait to get a call from him
I watched the clock tic toc from past ten until ten two
I am your lazarus, please act on it
Breathless without you
Im just being honest