Lay Me to Bed

When I'm gone cremate me
Spread my ashes on flowers
Pink and orange lay me to bed

I been struggling with my mortality the fact that I can pass at any moment had me stressed
Circles made me realize that actually it wouldn't be that bad more like a neverending rest and who doesn't love sleep?
I just wanna leave a legacy
You die twice. Once when you stop breathing
And once when they stop thinking of you
So I hope whеn I'm beyond the veil
My namе will live on for years

Don't waste no money on a casket
Have a gathering bring my homies in to cause a racket
Its gon be niggas booming at my funeral
Heard Smino say it and it had to be true
I know funerals are supposed to be a sad time
But at mine, if you too busy crying you ain't do me right
Like my nigga Tim
I don't think about him sad n more
Every thoughts about the good moments
Part of me died at his funeral
Nigga we had a pact
That shit ain't supposed to be sad
Shits much easier said than actually backed
See Your dad said he heard a lot about me and wanted to meet me on different terms
Shit, how was I supposed to stand tall through that?
It gave me a new appreciation on life
I could be gone in a second so I gotta make sure the homies know that I miss em
But sometimes saying it feels like I can cut the tension with a knife
Why we not more open to this shit?
I got all love for everyone around me and its gonna be like that till I'm gone
But is it my fault for struggling to let em all know?
This could be my last breath
I don't wanna take it for granted but I feel like there's so much more I've got left
See I'm at peace with the thought of death
I can die at any time
But I guess I'll never really know if I'm alright with it till I'm face to face with the barrel
I think about that situation often and I'm sure ill be scared of
At the same time back of my mind
But there's light at the end of the tunnel
Tomorrow will be better and if it's not the next will be I'm sure of it
Its a gamble I'd bet it all on black and if its red ill keep on walking it
I'll be right eventually its only a matter of time
And Tara you've given me the greatest gift of all
You're the reason I believe in an afterlife
I never met you but I know you watch over me
So one day its gon be you and I chopping it up
But I can wait for that