​lavender

[Verse 1]
My body locks up and my eyes twitch
I got some problems that I can't fix
Its just the wrong time and it won't fit
I try to do good but it won't stick
I hope I wake up and I'm not there
LA the teardrops and sun stained air
I suck my life sucks and I don't care
I'm stuck my heart stops and its not fair
Its nice to meet you
Myself: a new person every day
But still I can't seem to ever change my body myself my stupid face
But its alright with me
Ill gouge my eyes out so I can't see
Any of these things wrong with me
And its okay cus I feel weak

[Chorus]
The smell of lavender
It brings me back to her
I'm just a scavenger
I'm searching for the past
The smell of daffodils
It makes laugh until I cry
I die inside like every time yeah

[Verse 2]
And I've become what I once hated
What hangs above me I once chased it
Because all the roles have been reversed
I died today there's no rebirth
And its okay I love this pain
If I run fast enough ill be okay
And there's no way its fine this way
So ill just die knowing its not the same

[Chorus]
The smell of lavender
It brings me back to her
I'm just a scavenger
I'm searching for the past
The smell of daffodils
It makes laugh until I cry
I die inside like every time yeah
Yeahhh
I die inside like every time
The smell of lavender
It brings me back to her
Yeah