Last year

[Chorus]
Why do I keep failing at everything I do
It only takes one song for me to skip my way to June
Strived one thousand times, I'm so caught up on time
I force myself, it kills my health, but I still do it, why?

[Verse 1]
Let me leave this place or I will do it on my own
Sadly you think it's a phase till you see my tombstone
If I make it out alive I'll get to claim my throne
Everyone will cease their laughter when they've seen I've grown

[Verse 2]
I hold my tears in front of people that look up to me
I choke my fears in front of people that makе fun of me
I wrote the book about how you should just еnjoy the scene
I broke my sight into a fraction so I get to cheat
You got to think outside of the box
Put yourself in other people's thoughts
You're only guilty because you got caught
Get sentenced to hell to a place where you rot
Say that you treat everybody the same
But as soon as you're up you forget all their names
I try my best to hold on to my sane
But a bad day will change up the course of my pain

[Chorus]
I keep failing at everything I do
It only takes one song for me to skip my way to June
Strived one thousand times, I'm so caught up on time
I force myself, it kills my health, but I still do it why

[Verse 3]
When you're sitting on your death bed will you satisfy
All your dreams and hopes that you had tried to push alive
Think about it, if it's no then you're living a lie
You're just another sheep that lived another persons life

[Verse 4]
Just shut the fuck up if you don't understand the path that I'm paving for myself
I rather die knowing I tried than to cover up regrets
Fuckers like you will say they're happy knowing they're discontent
I crashed my car again
A side effect of zero friends
I said exactly what I meant
My heart is not made of cement

[Outro]
Just shut the fuck up if you don't understand the path that I'm paving for myself
I rather die knowing I tried than to cover up regrets
Fuckers like you will say they're happy knowing they're discontent
I crashed my car again
A side effect of zero, yeah
I said exactly what I meant
My heart is not made of cement